the last postcard of 2009

2009 in review


2009 is a very interesting year for me. a lot of things happen this year. some big some small. theres major and minor changes in every angle of my life.





some of the highlights:

1. new school new friends
i have moved to Taylor's College this year. i made new friends (you know who you are). its not easy to change course and adapt myself to a very different environment from public uni to private. although my course is masscom but trust me its not easy but im having a lot of fun. i want to be a magazine editor after graduate. i want to be like anna wintour.




2. first relationship first break up

long story. it just went wrong to worse. go to hell!


3. bali

for the first time, i was in heaven. i just want to go back there and live there for the rest of my life

4. concert concert concert
although beyonce and rihanna's concert is canceled, i still went to few concerts. MTVworldstage was da best ever! the lineups were superb. then i went to the all-american rejects' concert. tyson ritter is so hot hot hot. i went to akon's beach concert for free. oh i also went to mocha's showcase in s.alm. yg lain tak ingat

5. cuti-cuti malaysia
in 2009 i went to dungun, terengganu, cameron highlands, port dickson and penang


goodbye 2009.....

the gift

sometimes i hate it. sometimes i love it. it is more like a love hate relationship. but now i love it alot. its MY MOUTH btw. mulut ku yang hot ini hahahaha. since kecik my mouth is very popular. both in good and bad ways. cam paris hilton. i am so confused because people said i talk alot. like huh??? im like the most pemalu guy ever existed. i mean for real. i dont talk much. maybe sometimes. but thats it. im more like a listener than a talker. since my school days (im still young btw), everytime my parents kena ambik my report card, my teacher always akan complain bout my mouth. they said i talked alot in class. i mean everybody talks right. maybe i talk abit loud r kot. dah ramai orang pekak kot. so kena r cakap kuat2 haha. my psycho ex said that my mouth sgt melampau. is it because he cant accept the truth?
i dont usually lie because im such fucking loser when lieing. people knows when im telling lies. ok honestly, my mouth is abit too straight forward to some. i am a very honest guy. i will tell you everything that is in my mind. like literally everything. if your shoe is ugly i will tell straight to your face. kasut kau tu burok senang. no need to berlakon. why i want to be hypocrite? nak jaga hati? nak tunjuk aku baik? if you cant accept it just go to hell. if you expect people to puji you all the time just forget about it. this is the real world. sometimes the truth hurts. and a lie hurts more. oh i think lah kan i swear and curse alot. obvious kot. my favourites are babi, pukimak and fuck. i think its normal r kan. i cant say that im a daredevil kind of guy but sikit r. i do want i want to do. i dont give shit what people say bout me. i mean who are you to judge me? mind your own business. jaga kain sendiri jgn nak dok intai2 plak. malu r i haha. i kan pemalu! my mouth is a gift. im very thankful. and i will use it sukati mak bapak aku. whatever.

a psycho

dear pukimak,
you are a total psycho. literally there is something wrong with you mental-wise. your life is full with bullshit and taik binatang2. kau bodoh cam pukimak sial. OMG i cant believe this. you are a lieing bastard. dari mula kau dah tipu aku. kau tipu aku bulat2 right to my face. i feel so stupid now. kau babi anjing. kau maybe anak datuk, tp trust me you wont go anywhere pun. ntah betul ke tak bapak dia datuk. ntah ape lagi dia tipu kot. everything you told me is a bunch of lies. kau dasar penipu lahanat. kau mmg kurang kasih sayang dari mak bapak kau. mak bapak kau pun benci kau kot. mesti dorg menyesal giler ada anak cam kau. anak yg mentally unsatble. tp dah tuhan bagi kan nak buat camne. patut dorg buang je kau kat mental institution. or maybe dorg malu kot ada anak mentally unstable. bapak kau pun malas nak layan kau so just bagi je kau duit supaya jauh dari hidup dia. kau ni pathetic! kesian aku tgk kau. anak buangan. kau cam sampah yg aku kutip tepi jalan. n aku taktau nape aku kutip kau. YA ALLAH KENAPA AKU NI BODOH SGT?


YA ALLAH AMPUNILAH DOSA-DOSA KU INI. TUHAN YANG MAHA KUASA LAGI MAHA MENGASIHANI. TERANGILAH HATI KU INI. AMIN

all i want for christmas is......

1. mac laptop
2. wilson tennis racket
3. iphone
4. lacoste bag
5. 2010 planner
6. leather belt
7. onitsuka shoe
8. adidas tennis shoe
9. all twilight books
10. ps3
i thought nak 10 je tp terpaksa r add 1 more sbb pukimak setan
11. external hardisk

and the award goes to.....

the award for the most perfect boyfriend EVER goes to.......(sgt berdebar2 ni haha)

"my ex"

here the reasons why:

1. he is so perfect dia tak pernah sekali pun buat salah. i mean literally tidak pernah ever. he is like nabi or something. me and only me sahaja buat salah. if people cakap dia salah terus emo. even after dia tumbuk my mouth pun dia ckp its all my fault. wow. and do you even say sorry to me? dia cakap i main2 buat2 sakit. OMG right

2. he is the most kaya and pemurah human being ever. dengan boyfriend sendiri pun duit minyak berkira. get the idea? haha. ada this 1 day i asked him to belanja me tengok this play kat istana budaya. you know what he said? "if you nak i belanaja better i tengok seorang je. you kan ada duit mara so guna lah. i nak beli this rm700 shoe at ed hardy for my friend so i takde duit". speechless kan rasa sangat terhina

3. he is a kid and already he knows everything. dia always mencari kesalahan orang lain. salah orang lain nampak but salah sendiri faham faham saja lah. ada 1 day ni dia tak dapat carik salah i dia boleh compare my love dengan gelas mcd. wow unbelieveble kan. dia macam emo giler just because dia nak my gelas mcd and i said no way. he said i kedekut. i mean who gives shit about gelas mcd right. for god sake. susah betul couple dengan budak budak ni. gelas mcd pun boleh jadi issue besar. like kau 10tahun lagi ke??? exam dah pass ke???

4. his friends are like the most perfect set of friends ever. everything yang kawan dia buat semua betul. common lah sape kutuk2 orang dekat facebook? like hello korg still sekolah lg ke? semua orang tau your friends stay with you because they will get something from you. its so obvious kot. sape taknak kasut rm700 for free? sape taknak free bag LV? sape taknak free ipod? dont try to deny it lah. oh he even called his bestfriend pelacur. hypocrite!

6. he is so perfect he even said that it is my friends' lost to not befriend with him. wow. who do you think you are? trust me nobody nak pun kawan dengan dia. they rather kawan dengan binatang dari kawan dengan him. you are way lower than najis binatang

7. 1 more thing, he always akan ungkit cerita cerita lama supaya nak remind me all my mistakes that i have done and nak tunjuk dia tak pernah sekali pun buat salah past and present. senang cerita, he is perfect. period.

i know Allah swt maha besar dan maha pemurah lagi maha mengasihani. i tak mintak ape2 buruk akan berlaku pada dia. i berdoa dia akan sedar satu hari nanti dan akan berjaya in the future. you wont find someone better than me trust me (cewahh nak prasan kejap hehe). but remember this one simple word, karma.

everyone's hypocrite, who are you to jugde me?

*this is a personal weblog and everything written above tidak kena mengena dengan sesiapa pun hidup atau mati.

Broken Strings by James Morrison & Nelly Furtado

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now i can't feel anything

When i love you
It's so untrue
I can't even convince myself
When i'm speaking
It's the voice of someone else

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And i love you a little less than before

Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us

Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When it's too late

Oh it tears me up
I tried to hold but it hurts too much
I tried to forgive but it's not enough
To make it all okay

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And i love you a little less than before

But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to say
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late

You can't play our broken strings
You can't feel anything
That your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real

Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
I can't like it anymore
And i love you a little less than before

Oh and i love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last change to feel again

p/s: thanks rozy for the song. i love you

its a phenomenon

love

my fucking rihanna moment

this 2 pictures were taken on oct,18 2009, a day after i was brutally punched by my ex. i think everybody knows who he is by now. dont have a clue? his name is lalala. i was totally in extreme pain for the next 4 days because it wont stop bleeding. and plus i cant eat at that period. alhamdulillah the doctor said there was no serious internal bleeding. i still can see the scar inside my mouth and in my heart. the pictures were not very clear because i only used my handphone camera. but still i have solid proof right haha. i think many will ask why only now i come out with the pictures? i dunno but now is the right time for me. to my ex, thank you. you are such a psycho maniac and mentally unstable. kesian kan ada lagi orang/binatang camni kat dunia. like hello, who in this fucking world would fucking punch someone and he said he loves me. omg unbelieveble. the best part is he thought i was main-main and berlakon sakit. what the fuck? crazy right.

p/s: i hate the pictures because my nose looks super big haha. and to azima, im sorry, you are such a great friend to me.

*this is a personal weblog. the opinions expressed here represent my own dan tidak kena mengena dengan sesiapa pun yg hidup atau mati.

Make You Feel My Love

"When the rain
Is blowing in your face
And the whole world
Is on your case
I could offer you
A warm embrace
To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows
And the stars appear
And there is no one there
To dry your tears
I could hold you
For a million years
To make you feel my love

I know you
Haven't made
Your mind up yet
But I would never
Do you wrong
I've known it
From the moment
That we met
No doubt in my mind
Where you belong

I'd go hungry
I'd go black and blue
I'd go crawling
Down the avenue
No, there's nothing
That I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love

The storms are raging
On the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret
Though winds of change
Are throwing wild and free
You ain't seen nothing
Like me yet
I could make you happy
Make your dreams come true
Nothing that I wouldn't do
Go to the ends
Of the Earth for you
To make you feel my love"

p/s: this song is especially for you, my future love

helpless

i feel so helpless right now. what have i done wrong? yes i did a lot and lots of mistakes in the past. so did everybody else on this planet. but past is past. i try to learn from it and be a better person. sometimes i feel that what i did is not enough. ive tried my best with all my heart and my soul. and i will not stop. im going to try harder. i am just a tiny human being. im not perfect, not even close. and im still young. there is more things out there to learn and discover. and more challenges and hardships coming my way. this is life. life is not easy. everyday is like a battle field. some maybe easy to fight and some are not. some may require a lot of patience. when i fall i will rise again. i will not give up. and definately i will not giving up on you, my love. i love you.

life.

some say life is boring. some say life is useless and has no meaning what so ever. some wish they have better life if this laa tu laa ni laa. personally, i think life is interesting. we dont know where life will bring us. we dont know the future and seriously i dont think i want to know my own future. this will make my life more interesting and more fun. and frankly speaking, i hate when people says that their life sucks. what is your fucking problem? are you stupid or what? you are not the only one that have problem or something. face it and do something about it. nobody is going to solve it for you. not even GOD will help you. i have this principal, for every problem, there must and will be a way to solve it. same with a question will have its answer. the problem might take a minute to solve or maybe days or even years. we need to be patience as nothing comes easy in life. everyone has different path of life. everybody has ups and downs in life. some are born lucky and some are not. for those who are not so lucky, they have to work hard for life. i have to work for my future. im not from a super rich family. but i consider myself as lucky in the sense that i have my family who loves me and i get most things that i wanted. but sometimes i wish i have more money,who doesnt right? haha. there is nothing wrong with dreaming and hoping for something to happen. dreams may come true, if you work for it and with a little bit of prayers ofcourse. people should be thankful for everything GOD gives us. GOD is fair. and life is fair. there is nothing of unfairness in our life. it is like karma. if you do good stuff then something good will come in return. so if you dont want something bad happens to you, start lah do something nice trust me. we always take things for granted especially when it is right infront of our eyes. sometimes we do things and forget about others. we need to appreciate things around us more before there are gone forever someday. i always ask myself whether is it worth it to be emo over small things. am i being overly sensitive at the right things and at the right moment? most of my answers are no. it is a waste of time and energy. life is a learning process. we will do alot of mistakes along the way and hopefully will learn from it. i dont want to have any regrets in my life. life is too short for it. i want to enjoy my life to the max and i hope i can share my life with you for the rest of my life. i love you.

batman & robin

i love this picture. it was taken by terry richardson. i wish i will always in some kind of problem so that batman and robin will come and safe me. and maybe i will get a kiss from them haha

p/s: ni tgh bosan sgt ni haha

my love

im sorry for everythg that ive done to you. i did a lot of mistakes and never learn from them. i dont want to hurt you anymore. please forgive me....

i want to thank you for making me realise all my mistakes and weaknessess. i want to be a better boyfriend for you but i know its already too late for that.

now i have lost you forever. there is nothg that can i do now but doesnt mean that im giving up on you.

i want you to know that i will always love you, forever


muzammin

dont forget me by macy gray

"In the wintertime
Keep your feet warm
But keep your clothes on and don't forget me
Keep the memories
But keep your powder dry too

In the summer by the poolside
While the fireflies are all around you
I'll miss you when I'm lonely
I'll miss the sunshine too

Now don't forget me
Please don't forget me
Make is easy on me just for a little while
You know I think about you
I hope you'll think about me too

When we're older a little slower
It doesn't matter now come on get happy
'Cause nothing lasts forever
But I will always love you

Now don't forget me
Please don't forget me
Make is easy on me just for a little while
You know I think about you
I hope you'll think about me too"

actually i just watched confessions of a shopaholic coz i dont want to cry anymore. i love the book and i love the movie and i love isla fisher and definately i love shopping. but in the movie this song came out i think towards the end and i cried. yes i cried again for the 72305th times. i love you....

kotak hati by hujan

tak usah kau terangkan ku tahu
potret wajahmu di setiap penjuru
curahkan deritamu padaku
biarku rasa apa yang kau lalu

terang terang
bersama rasa sayang
ku biarkan kau terbang
terang terang
sudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagi

berbaring renung kita ke bulan
lagu yang ku tulis ku nyanyikan
lagu cinta tentang kita berdua
yang kan kita kenangi hingga tiba masa

terang terang
bersama rasa sayang
ku biarkan kau terbang
terang terang
sudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagi

mimpi mimpi
yang tak kembali
aku janji
janji takkan pergi

tak usah kau terangkan ku tahu
potret wajahmu di setiap penjuru
curahkan deritamu padaku
biarku rasa apa yang kau lalu

terang terang
bersama rasa sayang
ku biarkan kau terbang
terang terang
sudut kecil ku isi
untuk senyuman mu lagi

mimpi mimpi
yang tak kembali
aku janji
janji takkan pergi

hujan

yesterday, i went to hujan's concert at KL Life @ Live Centre with wina, faradee, arni and farah. thanks to wina's LV lover aunty, we got VIP pass haha. the concert was superb. im a big fan of HUJAN since forever and i love noh. noh is sexy and kelakar bodoh and cool and sgt my taste kot. farah and i has formed a group there called JLJ (joyah leather jacket) coz we wore our super fabulous leather jackets and acted lk joyah as usual haha. oh forget to mention, before the corcert ive cut my hair. now my hair is short short. i love my new hair. it shows my new edgy side konon2 lah. back to the concert, hujan is best band in Malaysia, period. their live performances never once disappoint me. they performed most of their new and old songs. i cant tell which is my fav coz i just love them. the opening bands are the D.I.A (asif's band) and couple (the bassist is damn). during the cocncert, we all were starving. arni and i went out to a shop downstairs obviously to buy food. the problem was we dont know whether can bring outside food inside. we bought chipster, oreo and sneakers. it was funny as we were trying to sumbat everythg inside my fab leather jacket. then at the entrance there was no one. we laughed lk hell because of our kebodohan yg amat ahah. the concert was awesome but i dunno why i felt sad. the straight answer is you. i cant stop thinking bout you. ok lah pape r. after the concert we went to pavilion for dinner. i met yunus's uber friendly mum. btw it was fun as we havent lepak for a very long time. 1 thg they noticed were i cant finish my dinner. muzammin cant finish his food??? wow. since the broke up, i only makan hati. i cant even eat 1 freaking JCo donut. thats why ive lost 4kg. bak lagu hujan, 'cuba tenang seketika cuba pejam mata biar resah hilang saja'.

i love noh

i love hujan

sad and cry - 2nd day

for the 2nd straight days i cant sleep. my heart is hurting so bad now. i know i have to move on semua but its gonna take a lot of time. alhamdulillah my class is already done for this year. when i know that u already had sex with someone else (your dad's twenty smthg jordanian friend) i feel like the end of the world for me. deep down inside of me i know i still love you. i want to respect everythg of what we were. we just broke up for a week for god sake. please dont say u miss me semua coz i know thats bullshit. i have to be strong and continue my life. Ya Allah ya tuhan ku, bantulah hamba mu yg lemah ini. Amin

H.A.T.E.U by mariah carey

once upon a time, we swore not to say goodbye
something got a hold of us and we changed
then you sat alone in pride
and I sat at home and cried
how'd our fairytale just end up this way

we went round for round til' we knocked love out
you were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I
why is it so hard to say goodbye

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..

love is, was a love phenomenon no one could explain
and i wish, i could press reset and feel that feeling again
i sit and press rewind and watch us everynight..
wanna pause it, but i can't make it stay

round for round til' we knocked love out
you were laying in the ring, not making a sound
and if that's a metaphore of you and I
why is it so hard to say g'bye

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you..
uh uh uh..

no need to call my phone cause I changed my number today
a matter a fact, I think i'm moving away (away)
sorry, the fustrations got me feeling awake
and i just keep having one last thing to say
and i just wanna hold you, touch you,
feel you, be near you, i miss you baby baby baby..
i'm tired of try'na fake through, but there's nothing I can do..
boy I can't wait to hate you..

I can't wait to hate you
make you, pain like i do..
still can't shake you off..
I can't wait to break through
these, emotional changes..
seems like such a lost cause
I can't wait to face you,
break you, down so low
there's no place left to go..

I can't wait to hate you.. baby..

I can't wait to H.A.T.E.U.
Cuz right now i need you
I Can't wait to let you go

i love kate moss

'Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels'

i have lost 4kg since i broke up! now im 56 kg.....

i miss u....

20th November 2009

i seriously dont know where to start. okay. 20th november 2009 (friday) was the saddest day of my life. although it was the 1st day of my 3months aussie summer break i feel lk i have lost smthg inside of me. there is part of me thats missing. i think i know what is it. and ive tried to deny it. ive lost u forever. u have your own life now. what i have to do now is moving on and continue with my life. i started the day by went on a tour to Taylor's College lakeside campus with nisa and joyce. it will be my new campus starting april next year. after that we went to pavilion kl. oh otw there joyce and me stopped by chow kit road coz she needs to pick up some 'legal' stuffs there haha. we went to pavi and have our lunch. as christmas is coming, joyce do some some window shopping. and then we went back. actually we were planning to do smthg 'fun' there but we didnt. the minute i arrived at my room in sunway, i started packing by stuffs. i just cant stay there for 1 more night alone. so i went home. all the way home i only think bout someone. the msgs u sent just keep spinning in my head. it hurts so bad. i was crying in my car but alhamdulillah i safely home. i went straight to my room and unpacked all my stuffs. my heart was still sad because i know what were u doing that time. u went clubbing and hoping to get laid. u said to me that ure not going drink again last time when we were still together but then u were wasted. u also told me u wont do anythg as a respect to what we were but it is ur life now. do whatever u want. i cant sleep the whole night. then u called me lk 4 times with 2 msgs. motif? i dont want to ruin your night. i am no one to u now. im just a friend. u dont have to tell or report to me evrythg. u have that rich guy (he drives porsche lk u said) with u kan. sape lah i ni? i know it will takes time for me to move on. i hop u will get ur mini and have a great future.

i miss you i love you....

thank you for your revenge

i am annoying

ATP World Tour Finals

the season ending ATP World Tour Finals will be held in london this year starting next week. the event features eight of the top players in the world, with a round-robin before the semifinals and final.

the top8 players are: (from left) fernando verdasco, juan martin del potro, novak djokovic, roger federer, rafael nadal, andy murray, nikolay davydenko and robin soderling

the defending champ, novak djokovic is my fav baecause he is in top form after winning the paris masters and swiss indoors earlier this month. and he is damn sexy

andy murray will have the home support. he is my 2nd fav to win the event and he is fucking hot

juan martin del potro, the us open champ is my 3rd fav to win the event

where is my hero, andy roddick? he has pulled out with a left knee injury. poor me

my 1st topshop

TOPSHOP PU Hooded Bomber Jacket

This is my 1st leather jacket! i hope kl nanti ada snow haha

im just sad

sad & cry

im scared lk seriously

i just came back from pyramid where i watched the fourth kind with shaun. this movie is fucking creepy. it scared the hell out of me. the main actor is milla jovovich. she is damn hot as always. but the movie is sick. they used real audio clips and video footages in the movie. from the poster u can see its based on actual case studies. the doctor also looks scary. i know there are things out there. trust me u will be scared. im scared. how im going to sleep tonight? the movie took place in nome, alsaka. there are lk only few thousands people stay there. in the beginning of the movie milla has warned us to i dunno beware or smthg. she said its up to you whether to believe it or not. sure some people will say its all fake. but i dunno what to say. im just scared. please watch this movie and u will know why im so scared. just watch it and be ready to be scared

kesedihan yg amat

i feel so sad now. i think i have lost u now. the u that i love. yes i want u to change but it doesnt mean i want u to change 100% until i cant see you anymore. i know its like bila u pg mcd u order cheeseburger u will get cheeseburger kan. or when you ask smone to shut up they shut up. i have no words to describe how sad i am now. i can only do nothing n cry. if you dont want to see me anymore just say it to my face. n please dont tell me anythg. im no one to you. you have your own friends right now. go to them. you dont need me. what do u feel when someone tau you stay near your college n yet still when dia pg your college dia tak bgtau? i mean susah sgt ke nak type msg? n that smone is not just a friend. ape yg you nak try bgtau? ape yg you nak tunjuk? fine now i understand. you dont need me anymore. i dont want anything from you but when you told me you gave your bag to your friends and you told me you just rapat with that friends, you rasa ape perasaan i? oh lupe im not your friend kan. they are more important now. no wonder lah your house now full with their pictures. siap frame semua. you said you love me but i dont see it anymore. if this is what you want i cant do anything. its your choice. n i respect it. im not blaming you for anything. everything is my fault. im sorry from the bottom of my heart. im just manusia biasa. everyday i pray to God to make me a better person. AMIN

inglorious bastards

diane kruger is damn hot. thats the only thg i can say bout the movie. oh 1 more thg, i watched it wit somene that i love.

500 days of summer

this movie i can say is one of my fav dis yr. its not a typical cliche' romantic comedy. one thing that is obvious to me is the soundtracks. i love all the songs. ofcourse my fav is carla bruni's Quelqu'un m'a dit. i cried when this song is played. haha i know wtf right. this song reminds me of someone. definately i will watch this movie again, with that someone ofcourse.

this is for you

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Inginkan lepas dariku
Tahukah kau kini ku terluka

Bantu aku membencimu
Ku terlalu mencintaimu
Dirimu begitu
Berati untukku

Kau telah mencinta
Dan dicintai kekasihmu
Ini tak adil bagiku
Hilanglah damba tinggallah hampa

Lupakanku dalam tidurmu
Yang pernah mencintaimu
Kau memang tercipta
Bukanlah untukku

Selepas kau pergi
Tinggallah disini ku sendiri
Kumerasakan sesuatu
Yang tlah hilang di dalam hidupku


p/s: i still love you

teruskanlah - agnes monica

Pernahkah kau bicara
Tapi tak di dengar
Tak di anggap
Sama sekali..

Pernahkan kau tak salah
Tapi disalahkan
Tak di beri
Kesempatan

Kuhidup dengan siapa
Ku tak tau kau siapa
Kau kekasihku tapi
Orang lain bagiku

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskan lah.. Teruskan lah
Kau begitu

Kau tak butuh diriku
Aku patung bagimu
Cinta buta
Kebutuhan mu

Kau dengan dirimu saja
Kau dengan duniamu saja
Teruskan lah.. Teruskan lah
Kau.. kau begitu

Teruskan lah… teruskan lah..

p/s: this is especially for you

malaysian open 2009

the malaysian open atp250 2009 was held at stadium putra bukit jalil. i think this is the first time that kuala lumpur has organised an atp level event. as a tennis fan, i went to watch the final. it was a match between world no8 nikolay davydenko and fernando verdasco, world no9. both are seeded no1 and 2 for this event.
the finals was awesome!
the runner-up: f.verdasco (my fav)

the champion: n.davydenko (congrats!)
p/s: i lost my bet to shaun coz i bet for verdasco. so i hav to blanje him lunch hahahaaa

the champion is back!

justine henin has announced her comeback to competitive tennis on sept22, 2009. she will be playing her first tournament in january ahead of the Australian Open. justine has the best ever back-hand in the history of tennis. cant wait to see her back on court!

i love u....

i cant force u to love me. i cant do anythg pun. i just want u to know that i realy2 love u. i know who i am. buruk, hitam, pendek,busuk(but i hav better hair haha). so ntah r. i hop u will be happy with ur life.

i love you


p/s: please study hard for ur exams k

juan martin del potro, congrats!

the 2009 us open champion. HOT!

patience is the best policy

patience - the quality of being able to stay calm and not get angry, especially when there is difficulty or you have to wait a long time.

p/s: this post is indirectly dedicated to shaun.

the most beautiful, daria werbowy

i wish 1 day i will have a girlfriend as beautiful as daria....

Up!

yesterday i went to OU to watch UP! after berbuka puasa at A&W PJ. i really love the movie although as u guys know im not into cartoon and animation movie. the love in the movie between the old guy(forgot his name oh Carl Fredricksen) with his wife(allie) is so romantic. evan after allie pasted away, the love continues. he still continue her dream to have a house at the paradise fall. i wish i will have that kind of love. as a major loser, i just hope and pray for the best.

i love this jamban ads

i wish my jamban's cover looks like this. JOM BERAK!!!

tennis: the future

mtv worldstage live in malaysia

me and azima at the mosh pit area
kasabian was awesome! and i think the lead singer is sexy hahaha....
tyson ritter is super hot !!!!
tyson ritter is hot sexy hot sexy hot sexy
the all-american rejects is the best band in the world!!!

just say no to sex!

SAY NO TO SEX! SAY NO TO SEX! SAY NO TO SEX! sex is not important. u can live happily without sex. sex is stupid n useless n dangerous. sex will kill you. sex is overrated. sex is so last season. sex will make you end up in hell. sex will give you HIV. just say no to sex....

i love coca cola

coca cola is sexy

i want money, alot of money

im so broke right now. please someone give me money. i want money....