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i'll never be good enough

US open 2010

this is my prediction for this year final grand slam:

men's singles
i think andy murray has a chance to win his first ever grand slam here

1. andy murray
2. rafael nadal
3. andy roddick
4. novak djokovic
5. tomas berdych

women's singles
with no serena williams, the draw is very open this year

1. kim clijsters
2. venus williams
3. caroline wozniacki
4. elena dementieva
5. vera zvonareva

rozy

i miss you.....

where is my M?

Faradiana - Firdaus

Izzaty - Izham

Adwina - Aliff

Nadya - Nazran

Sofea - Sham (dlm mimpi)

Arni - Ajim (in future)

MuhammadMuzammin - M..................?

anyone who name starts with the letter M, please i beg you guys to contact me! i am single and available haha

Carly Simon - You're So Vain

just imagine if we live in the 70's..... great music great fashion

bulu bulu

tadi ass came to my house nak ambik camera. the first thing he asked was "kenapa berbulu sgt?".

actually aku tengah simpan my facial hair!

bukan aku malas nak shave or shaver takde ok

i know i will look buruk but who cares right. dah memang buruk. mana lah tau if tetiba market up sikit bila simpan facial hair kan hahahhaha.

idola ku: rob pattinson

sexyness

hotness

p/s: i love bulu ketiak. basah........

orang hot main tennis

bar refaeli & rafael nadal

bradley cooper(basah...) & maria sharapova(hate her!)

kenapa aku basah?

1. kau poyo. tak perlu kan? basah....

2. i like your body, tinggi n kurus. basah......

3. your style. smart haram. basah.....

4. kau cool n pemalu. basah......

5. kau sgt taste aku. perfecto. basah......

6. kau smoke. sexy! basah......

7. kau takde matlamat hidup. ok dah kering mati r if basah lagi

perlu ke?

kenapa kau hot sgt? batal r puasa aku babi

congratulations

Is that seat taken?
Congratulations
Would you like to take a walk with me?

My mind it kind of goes fast
I try to slow it down for you
I think I'd love to take a drive
I want to give you something
I've been wanting to give to you for years

My heart, my pain won't cover up
You left me....
My heart won't take this cover up
You left me....

I came to see the light in my best friend
You seemed as happy as you'd ever been
My chance of being open was broken
And now you're Mrs. him.

My words they don't come out right
But I'll try to say I'm happy for you
I think I'm going to take that drive
I want to give you something
I've been wanting to give to you for years

My heart, my pain won't cover up
You left me....
My heart
My heart won't take this cover up
You left me....

And I can't change this
I can never take it back
But now I can't change your mind
And I can't this
I can never take this back
But now I can't change your mind
can't change your mind

Go away
Make it go away
Please....

a beautiful song by blue october and imogen heap

its my lost..........

....when i saw you today, i know

elephant by rachael yamagata

If the elephants have past lives
yet are destined to always remember
It's no wonder how they scream
Like you and I they must have some temper

And I am dreaming of them on the plains
Dirtying up their beds
Watching for some sign of rain
to cool their hot heads

And how dare that you send me that card
when I'm doing all that I can do
You are forcing me to remember
when all I want is to just forget you

If the tiger shall protect her young
then tell me how did you slip by
All my instincts have failed me for once
I must have somehow slept the whole night

And I am dreaming of them with their kill
Tearing it all apart
Blood dripping from their lips
and teeth sinking into heart

And how dare that you say you'll call
When you know I need some peace of mind
If you have to take sides with the animals
Won't you do it with one who is kind

And if the hawks in the trees need the dead
If you're living you don't stand a chance
For a time though you share the same bed
There are only two ends to this dance

You can flee with your wounds just in time
or lie there as he feeds
Watching yourself ripped to shreds
and laughing as you bleed

So for those of you falling in love
keep it kind keep it good keep it right
Throw yourself in the midst of danger
but keep one eye open at night

one of the most or if not the most beautifully written song of all time. it is so beautiful i think i want to cry.

the song is about real elephant right? haha

falling

for his voice

for his hair

for his songs

for his scottish accent

for his italian roots

for his hairy chest

for paolo nutini

future love is paolo nutini

tweet, drugs & rock n' roll

avatar hot

hantu hot

alien hot

kaki hot

ketiak hot

gigi hot

biceps hot

sorry lah i think im hot haha

he is taken

i think its very safe to write everything here because seriously no one reads my blog. this is a place where i can write whatever is inside my heart.

i think im starting to like someone. he is my friend's uni friend. he is also my ex-housemate's friend. i think so lah. if im not mistaken, last year mock trail in um was the first time i saw him. he was one of the actors in the super funny/lucah mock trial. this year, i met him again. twice to be exact. first was at my friend's birthday party. second was at this year mock trial. at the birthday party, seriously i dont really like him at the beginning. he was, how to say, kecoh? then we played few games. we were in the same group. our group won the first game, which was sherades. from that moment, i think i like him. but that time i was trying to act cool. maybe poyo abit. he is very friendly. a week after, i went to see the mock trial. he was acting as the judge's assistant. he looks very handsome although at times he was wearing tudung. should i say pretty? he was funny though. yes the voice. he has a very big husky voice. that time i am sure that i really like him.

sadly, he is taken. end of story..........

i wish that we can still be friends.

my enemy number one

this is a very random assumption but i think what others thought about myself is that i am a confident person. but actually i am not, at all. inside out i have a very low self esteem. yes i always said that i dont give shit about what people in general say of me. but it is more of my own self esteem towards the world. it is so low that i can even step on it. get it? yes that low.

so right now, i would say that confidence is not my friend. it is my numero uno enemy.

first of all, it is my looks. i consider myself as a very ugly person. crazy right? obviously i am not the hottest guy on the planet. i have a very complex relationship with my hair. it is more like hate-love thing. my face? dont let me start on it. seriously! my body? yes i am still working on it. i go to gym 3times a week. my height? im short. period.

it is the time again. i think when im starting to like someone, i will become this crazy emo guy. reason? or should i say reasons? i have zero confidence level. i wont do anything except daydream. i wont say hello first. im too scared of rejection. i rather feel nothing at all than hurt. i think i am not worth it. i think there is no single reason for him to like me back. but actually i know i have some good qualities inside myself. i just need confidence to be my friend.

i have to keep telling myself how amazing i am.

i need to start loving myself first.

i have to be grateful for everything.

muzammin, you are amazing!

1 loser + 1 loser = 2 losers left

this is a very very very old picture of arni n me. tgk rambut lah

yes, the time has arrived yet again. all of my friends have bf. except, drum roll please, arni adlinda and yes, me. haha. yesterday the ex member of the 3 musketeers has told me that she already out of the market. it was a shock really. but what can i say kan, congrats my friend. u happy i happy! u jump, eh boleh ke jump? haha

arni please jangan tinggal kan aku sendirian di dunia ini!

dengan faradee asik ber comolot je with her bf, kesian aku ni.

seperti seekor warewolf menyalak keseekoran! (go team edward!!!)

die alone.

ugly

yes, i am

kate moss by mario testino

kate moss is still the queen of my vogue heart.

angelina, please marry me?

the pictures were taken during salt premieres in tokyo and moscow

i love salt, i love angelina

bulan puasa, emo guy

aku tidak tau lah benar ke tidak, tetapi setiap kali tibanya bulan mulia ini, aku akan menjadi lelaki gagah berwarna hijau a.k.a hulk. aku akan emo giler.

tapi setan bukan kena ikat ke time puasa ni?

so ape yang mampu aku cakap is adakah aku memang naturally emo guy? oh tidak (muzammin jangan mencarut)

odw balik dari berbuka puasa semalam, wina ada cakap yang mak dia cakap time bulan puasa je pekerja2 lelaki di office akan marah2. why? oh why? tetapi saya terpaksa agree kerana saya bukan seorg yg tidak sedar kan diri. *wink wink

tetapi mengapa? kesimpulan awal yang mampu saya fikir kan ialah makanan dan rokok adalah agen penenang terbaik. bila stress je makan stress je smoke(aku bukan smoker fyi) haha

oleh itu, aku nak mintak maaf awal2

aku memang penakut.

dua hari lepas, aku baru realise aku ini seorang penakut. tapi aku bukan takut akan hantu ke. aku rasa hantu yang takut kat aku coz aku ni burok sgt. bact to the story, act it started bila sofea posted a music video at her fb, penakut by yuna. disebabkan bulan puasa yg mulia ni aku kebosanan so aku tengok lah video itu. wow aku terdiam seribu bahasa. its a very beautifully written song. the melody is simple. lyrically the song is very honest. and i strongly believe that yuna is one super talented artist.
for me the song is about
1.rasa takut untuk beri tahu someone yang kita suka dia
2.cinta yang tidak dibalas

aku rasa aku memang seorang penakut sebab aku tidak akan berbuat apa-apa bila aku suka someone. aku hanya akan berangan dan berangan.
why?
1.aku sentiasa akan suka someone yang salah
2.aku tiada keyakinan diri
3.aku tahu aku buruk.
4.aku fikir tiada sebab untuk dia untuk suka aku
5.aku takut akan rejection(really?)
6.aku memang mahu single
7.aku dalam proses to love myself first

ramai berkata belum cuba belum tahu. entah lah. maybe belum masa lagi untuk aku mencuba

the lyrics:
Tak semua kau rancang akan berlaku
Mungkin nasib tak menyebelahi aku
Entah mengapa engkau yang aku cinta
Mungkin lebih baik kau ku lepas saja

Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil baginya
Oh ini tidak adil tidak adil bagiku
Oh ini tidak adil
Untuk kau bertanya jika ku mencintaimu juga
Tidak adil tidak adil baginya

Bukan milikku

kau tak pernah cuba memahami aku
cinta kau ucap tak pernah engkau tunjuk
dan bila tiba saat ku kehilangan
beban yang tidak pernah engkau cuba ringan kan

Dan aku memang penakut
Mengakui cinta kepadamu
Seribu kali ku cuba ucapkan
Bila bersamamu
Kau bukan milikku
Dan engkau pun tahu
Kau bukan milikku